First day of school was rather.... shit! honestly i regretted not putting my whole effort for N that day. i might be with my bestfriend now. ): so people out there, study hard please. Do something which makes you and your parents happy. enough said.

Hmm. i sorta love my class this year. Hmm. happening lar. Noisy to be exact. I rather have a noisy class so i wont fall asleep. hmm. what else. Most teachers changeed. bla bla. i gtg. Art hw. bye (:


pssssss: im still in love with him.

sorry readers, my dad confiscated my internet modem. Can't talk much now, he'll be back anytime now. Niways, i miss my friends so much! thanks so much for the support syg! ily.

to guest(same one as b4), i already know who you are (:

lastly, HE HAS A VERY UGLY GIRLFRIEND! HAHAHAHAHAH! BLOODY HELL. FUCKING BAD TASTE YOU ASSHOLE!

All i wanted was to apologize and to know the reasons why. Nobody understands. What's wrong about loving someone so much? and i'm not the type of person who take things which are not mine. i know who am i. I've made my mind, i'll stop as i have already promised her. I know she's a good girlfriend, i trust her. Please take good care of him. I'm done.

Family bonding. It's cool now and thats because, i don't talk to them. We do our own things, and thats normal. I miss my uncle and auntie already):

hope tuesday work out well.

hahahahaha!

i tried to endure it, but i can't. I'm a normal human being who has feelings and patience. But apparently, my patience has a limit. I can't just sit here and wait for you or at least your text message. It never came. Let me tell you something (idc if you read it or not) but i'm not stupid. How is it possible can i forget your number. The percentage of forgetting your number is 0.0000001 percent for god's sake! You had your plan and gladly im saying this, i don't buy it. Im not stupid. I'm dissapointed. but i know my love hasn't increased.

I've tried everything in the world i can, to forget him. but things about him keep coming back. Everywhere i go, everything i do, will remind me of you. i need to see you.

my new wall paper. Gosh. he's hot!

Showed my results to my dad this morning. I thought it would really piss him off but i was wrong. He was surprised to see that i passed my maths. He also proudly said that i should retain. But, there's one thing he said which actually took my attention after his long... 'talk'. He thinks i should transfer into another school. Well honestly i think its a good idea. idk why but i might consider the offer.